Turn off the lights
So I can find some place
Safe to hide
Forever be me
Because I'm the only one to rely on
Lay here in the dark
My grief comes as no comfort
I'm out of reach
of anyone
and I know
it's just me
No armour shield
No Christmas star
I know it's not real
just me
So I'll just turn off the lights
Because I ran but found no help
To what do I owe these simple things?
Enjoying the light on my skin
But its much to bright
And all good things come to an end
I'm careful now as I turn off the light
As I die with the dark
The dark dies within me
Because I carried it long and fast
Through everything
and everyone
Hoping to extingiush what was kindled
in the blood of past generations.
But the problem never laid in me
Although I will let the dark kill me
just me