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Half Way Between Heaven and Hell
God was not listening or she asked too much to give
Whether the excuse she was damned for not trusting but checking
As if she made any other way
Her mind was not of disipline, human not robot
And from the fear of never being told she questioned.
God will blame her
She stands on her low frame, waiting for punishment
Tears down her face, its feels like shes recieved it
Who are we to question as we made our own rules?
And how does she know what these rules may be as they have never been spoken?
On a road to a highway thats envitable
She prays too, that there is a God for one's own exsistance
But is she too selfish? Too self-suggestive?
Will what she questions kill her as she falls?
Into darkness shes gone and back again
God doesnt want such a devious depressing soul
Boot her out of heaven send her to hell, is it that clear cut?
Will he make her walk her own way?
Will he make her soul disaappear?
Is he there? - Of course he is
Find the meaning of her punishment
And seek the connotation of life
If the reason is logic then she will die
Her sentence seems harsh
but so do the million of other sorry souls
And shes a sinner, does no one love her?
She wants to believe and she feels so bad that she cannot see
Vision impared she hopes heaven isn't a place of rules
If it is, she wont make it there....
first let me say welcome to post poems....... I am trying to read some of the new people that are posting these days and just had to read something written by someone named Star Girl.... this is wonderful..... I will be reading more of your work....