Need you ask love's questions?

I sit in my own deep silence

Then realize it’s you I miss.

Love I have missed, with my heart before

And passed beside my darkened bliss.

I have to ask why it is

My heart beats with the strength it does.

Why must it go on and leave me staggering

For breath within the nights light satin.

I picture you within my dreams

Realizing I may not have you.

All too simple for something so complicated.

Must be a trap my fate has set for me.

So many have I passed through,

So many have I avoided.

Left behind in the cloud of mist

That I like to call home.

It surmounts my mind,

Engulfs my heart, leaves me drowning.

Lovely. Beauteous. I love that.

Staggering for breath then,

Just as your lungs are panging for air,

Take a breath, sweet breath of life.

This in a way is what I feel of you.

In a way what I hate.

Been through this once, twice too many.

Life is meant for mistakes.

Built for us to destroy.

Created so as we can un make it.

But you, I don’t want to unravel like string.

Keep you whole. No hearts broken.

Until I can feel again.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Again from my San Angelo saga. didnt write as much this time. Took most fo the time to relax and mediatate upon myself.

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