He sits looking out at the bright noon time sun, but he sees only darkness closing in on him, his heart is growing cold and hard, as the Love that used to fill him slowly drains away. He sits and remembers when his heart was full of Love and Joy, he had all he ever wanted, a wife and kids, a farm and horses, then the trials of life came creeping in, and he let the pressures and failures cloud him, he turned his back on his wife and wasn’t there when she needed him the very most, he knows in his heart that this why she hates him so much, why now after months of reflection, gaining insight an knowledge and careful consideration, he hoped against hope that he could fix the terrible damage he had done to her, he vowed to himself to be the man that this woman that he never quit loving wanted, needed, and deserved, little did he know though that someone else had already come into her life, and got her to open her eyes and her heart. Now he sits all alone in the cold darkness in the bright of day, dying more and more, wanting her more, crying tears of hurt and regret, knowing all along that this is what he deserves for the way he treated her, he wishes that someone would come and end this pain in his heart and soul the only way it will ever end for him…