crying,
confusion,
pain,
and hurt,
did i cause this?
these horrible feelings
I wonder...did I
yes...
to myself and the people who love me
or once loved me
the only way to solve this is with blood and a familair pain
peircing my wrist with the silver, sharp, but familiar blade
blood stains my clothes and my wrist
my blood flows down my arm
like a crimson river
it hurts but feels good at the same time
an unexplainable feeling
the sharp kiss of the blade
to my wrist
when every breath is a dying wish
it harder to be apart of this
this sorrow this pain that you and i cause.
but im not only scarring my wrist im scarring my heart
my wrist reminds me of the things i ccaused...
a scar for me
a scar for the past
a scar for you
and sccars for all the bad things that we do
should i just let go?
stop scarring my heart?
no..
a few more kisses from this famialr blade
blood trickles down my arm...
it hurts but i deserve it...
should I just leave everything behind
whats the point of living?...
i know where i want to slice next
my throat
goodbye