Why is it I am so green-eyed?
Why do I have the urge to make them divide?
I was the one who told them to go for it!
So why am I throwing and having such a fit?
I wanted her to be happy as well as him.
Now they are and I’m just grim.
Wow, I never thought it would happen, at least not to me.
I have two good friends of mine together and now I really see.
I didn’t think I’d miss him that much. I didn’t think I’d care.
But now I see how things are going and all of what they share.
The two good friends of mine, both I have a huge crush.
And now my feelings for them both I’ll have to keep at hush.
I’ll hear from both ends each of their happiness and dreams.
I’ll just nod my head and smile a façade and hold back all the screams.
He’ll be happy she’ll be happy, and I won’t intervene.
Only in my journals will I write and be obscene.
Inspired by: Emily Pellam and Sean Reily
Dedicated to: Myself and my need for composure
Created on: May 31, 2005