forgotten is the saddest word in
the english language, you live your
life trying to please others and not
caring enough about yourself. One day
out of the blue you are forgotten by the
people that meant the most to you. You
thought you had friends that cared
but you were wrong. You waste your time
trying to get ahold of them but they
are never there. Then as time goes by
you realise that they never cared enough
about you from the beginning, when you run
out of things to give and money to spend
you are abandoned and by yourself. The
pain that comes with being forgotten
is a pain that is too hard to describe. You
have an emptyness inside of you that will
never be filled. You slowly realise that
now you are on your own no one to care
whether you live or die. No one to talk
you down when you are 2 seconds of
ending your whole sad existance. No one
to laugh with,no one to protect or to
protect you. You wish for months on end
to get a call or to at least see your former
friends so you can try to make things right.
But you fail at that just like you failed at
keeping a friendship. When you lie in bed
for days on end trying to figure out where
you went wrong and why. you run out of
tears and you just become numb. Family
tries to help but to no avail, they
tell you everything will be ok
but you know they are lying. They knew
how much your friends meant to you
and how much you tried to please
them at every turn