If you love him let him go
shove it down inside myself
swallow my pride down my throat
I hurt so much I can't let it show
Move on with your day
act like you're okay
I can't do that..he was my life
I didn't know things could be gone overnight
he hurt me so much over stupid ass shit
why would he do it knowing it would lose
our whole being? Lose all of this?
to him i'm not good enough--i'm nothing
I rag on I bitch I fight I say stupid shit
doing those things to him must be worth it
I gave him my all..my deep feelings, my true open heart, my life, our child
I'm not ever going to be worth shit to ANYONE
I don't want ANYONE
I don't want to be ALONE
I don't want to deal with this SHIT
I let him go
I shut my mouth, I bit my tongue and I hurt so bad
Because all along I just wished he would beg to stay
ask if i'm okay
tell me why he did what he did
tell me he loves me and fucked up things
But he won't because i'm not worth shit to him anyways.