I'm so tired of you fucking with my head
one day you love me
one word you hate me
you hide from me
and it's okay for you
you're lost from me
i'm nothing new for you
my creativity is down the drain
yet I deprive you of everything
you're sunken into my jealousy
you're pushed to do things insanely
I shouldn't care that seems desperate
I should leave it alone we only fight
my friends are your friends
you have none because of me
i've always tried to put you first
i've always tried to make us work
you say things that make me hurt
how the fuck is that what I deserve?
seperate me from everyone else
because I won't be your little whore
therefore i'm not good enough
fuck it everything I feel is ignored
i dont know if this belongs in a confusing thoughts folder, because it seems pretty straight forward on the message. its kinda like a big fuck you with two middle fingers waved right in the face. maybe its just me though, who knows.