It doesn't matter

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My life in general

Things don't seem the same anymore

I have my fucked feelings  and it's ignored

Or just the opposite drama comes out of it

talking shit why do I give a shit

I shouldn't I don't care it's all bullshit

I feel impaired

I say too much in too little of time

I rush the thoughts and emotions into one clustered bag of bullshit and make you take it into your hands

my feelings usually change quickly on small things I don't really give a shit about although pissed off

I just hate it when im in self-doubt

fuck it, it doesn't matter

all that does is you

how you are and what you want

I soak it all up into the sponge of life and try to ignore the fact that what has been said is an easy way out

but again and again it doesn't matter what i really think cuz everyone is too busy fucking around

I want to be close to you  

you make me feel secure

I shouldn't give a fuck about them

fuck it, it doesn't matter

Author's Notes/Comments: 

off the top of my head

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Matt Handlos's picture

yep youre right, no one else should matter really. not even the person youre with should really weigh that heavily in the scheme of things. its really all about what makes you happy, and i think if you found that, you would be a happier person.i really enjoyed the way that this poem flowed though. seems like one of those piece of shit cars that you floor it and it dies, floor it and dies, floor it and it goes. it works, i like it.