push back the tears that I keep hiding from myself
crying is for emotional whiny bitches
I stay in self-denial about who I am
too many insecurites and doubts about myself
push away another goal that I used to have
lost and trapped from ambition
When I get to points of satisfaction with myself
someone's words shatter everything
I put too much on other people
They can't feel it
Nice words are spoken
I deny them as they are fake and everyone in this whole fucking world lies just because i'm an emotional, whiny, insecure bitch
i like this one especially the title cause insecurities definetely do suck.
it doesnt really matter how much trust or faith you build in a person, because you can spend years doing that and then throw it all away based on one incedent or someone elses fuck ups. nice