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whatever I am
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Emotional Issues there always seems to be this real horrible side of me
emotional, careless
miserable, helpless
over and over again i'm turned into what i don't want to be
naive, bitchy, useless
everyday is repeated from another of who i am
questionable, insecure, untrusting
i'm so sick of not being able to understand
love, purity, trust, sincerity
i'm too wrapped up in distress
i'm too sunk into something i can't get out of
i'm too emotionally fucked
i'm too lost in what i want myself to be
"i'm too lost in what i want myself to be"
its bad enough being wrapped up in someone else, but to be wrapped in yourself... seems almost harder to get yourself free. it might be nice for a day to actually just be numb to everything and every one and every feeling.