things change so much as we grow
our thoughts, our actions, our goals
i always imagined i was going to have all of these nice big things
and here i sit on my ass--"a welfare queen"
my mindset is to have and do things that will make me happy with my life
too many decisions and thoughts to decide
everyone always laughed in my face while i spoke of what my life would one day become
moving from place to place, when i should have stayed, no one knows where eachother comes from
pushed away and begged for love, i shouldn't have become so helpless
nothing to take back from what has been done, but i still wish i could have changed this
totally identify with you on the "what if" shoulda coulda woulda mighta... didnt. but we all make mistakes and we all make choices we regret. i guess its up to us whether or not we overcome those mistakes or are overcome by them