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Confusing thoughts

Is body aches heart aches, or doubts stuck through anxiety

squirmy butterflies trapped inside my stomach in fear

of a loss that seems so doubtful

Is dreams a hint or clue that is striking under my nose

something I should be seeing

but I hide my eyes in fear of what could be or what may happen

Is this a game?

this consistent thought of something that may never be

yet I find myself thinking and thinking

so much I'm drowned in doubt through anxiety

Author's Notes/Comments: 

4am poetry seems so much different then my regular shit. I think we all have anxiety to some extent but sometimes it can be taken so far that it turns into paranoia.

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 5:44pm
©7 July 2002 - 10:21pm — gwennalockafer
19 February 2003 - 4:25am — Robin (not verified)
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Kinda sorta confusing to me. Ya know? Sounds like something you wrote after staying up all nite drinking coffee=)

21 August 2002 - 4:27am — Matt Handlos (not verified)
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everyone gets paranoid about everyone. nothing changes. it just goes like that when youre alive. it seems like everyone is against you when you lose your self confidence and trust. when someone violates it you just turn your back to the world, which isnt really the smart thing or the right thing, but thats just how you feel and you cant control it. shitty bee dooby. whatever, my comment sucks, but ok. uh huh bye