Undone Caring

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Ms. Contradiction

I've cared too much

I've cared too long

No one to trust

Trusting is wrong



You go through life

Trying to love someone

Trying so hard to survive

The pain of caring so long



My heart is a game

In which everyone plays

The sacrifice to leave

Never knowing me



To be on my own

To think of myself

Wanting to leave only what I've known

While pain is all I felt



Independence for freedom

My guilt of being controlled

Desperate need to beg for love

As my heart has turned ice cold



Separation for someone

Is not what I ever felt

The mistake for caring has been done

While complications have attracted me

to myself.

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Matt Handlos's picture

caring about someone that isnt even worthy of your time. being around someone so long that your heart turns to ice is not too far from the truth, i see it every day all around me. too many people are afraid to separate themselves from what is comfortable in their lives, even if they know that it would make them much happier in the long run.