As my tears stung onto my face
You aren't here again
I always stuck myself In this lonely place
Confinement until I'm with him
Nervous stomach and shattered thoughts
I thought you could be the one
Anxiety from fucking beyond
The feelings I sensed...Again
were all fucking wrong
Lonely as hell
I'm made into the idiot again
What the fuck was I thinking
confinement until I'm with him
...I'm so fucking trusting
Waste my day
waiting for him
Wishing
Hoping
Thinking
A feeling of loss
so far away
When the whole time
in his mind
I was Nothing.
Broken bones may heal But a broken heart might stay broken