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Sometimes when things

are not so good

I try to block them off

the things she sees

maybe I could make her my loss



I lay here now

and think of the past

I begin to get real sad

I asked her how

she didn't make it last

with all of what we had



Now as time moves on

I'm somewhere else

but don't know where I am

the things she's done

to me has failed

now I'm in this trance



She's not as broken

as to me

of which she is herself

now I've spoken

that when she left

she still will need some help



As I sat there on the curb

with nothing except my soul

I felt as low as a piece of dirt

In which she has already blown



So now she is not in my life

And she can have all the drugs she wants

If only once she would have tried

she could have been a mom to us

Author's Notes/Comments: 

When I lived with my mom after my dad divorced her and later she abandoned me because of her choice of drug use

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As I sat there on the curb
with nothing except my soul
I felt as low as a piece of dirt
In which she has already blown

i like how the whole poem flows like this, a piece of sand sitting in your hand, and someone comes along and blows it all away. i know how you feel about parents never being there for you because they choose drugs or (in my case) alcohol and just leave you to fend for yourself. sometimes parents are assholes. but it makes you who you are