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And I'm cold and alone

I don't care...



And I'm lost and confused

But your still there...



I've returned to the shadows

Of least resistance...



And I'm out of reach

Living in the distance...



And I'm living a lie

Without you by my side...



I've lost my self-confidence

All my feelings denied...



And the shame it takes control

Now I know you don't want me

And the death spills from my soul

Now I'm your fucken disease...



And I'm searching for a meaning

Of each changing season...



And I can't stand it anymore

There's got to be a reason...



I'm leaving this one day

When my time comes...



And maybe you'll see me

Beating on them drums....



And things will all change

for you I'll disappear...



I'll just be invisible

Whenever you are near...



And I'm the one to blame

Now I know you don't love me

And there's no restart for this game

Now, I'm your fucken disease....



And I'm speechless and blind

Don't know what to do...



And I'm losing my life

To the shit I go thru...



I'm not causing trouble

You do that on your own...



And You know I want you

Altho my pain isn't shown...



And I'm diluted by smoke

It's too blurry for me...



I'm trying to find my way

To a certain degree...



And I'm not gunna lose

Now I know you want to hurt me

And death I won't refuse

Now I'm your fucken disease...



I'm your fucken disease

You created me

I'm your fucken disease

If only you could see....