10.16.16

I think I loved you once before
Long ago when we were hard headed and young
When time often stood still,
When I gave you all of me without ever thinking twice

Now some days my mind is lonely
I get caught in the memories
and the what ifs
I think of you,
Lost love
that I never should've pushed away
Such foolish actions,
By such a young fool
To think it was all so perfect
that I couldn't see it then

Sometimes I wonder if things were different could we ever be again
Do you still think of me, 
of us and how we use to be?

I'm a dreamer of the past,
never of the present
or what could be. 
I am the happiest in times I can no longer be a part of
In the present my world crushes,
Suffocates me.

My days are sometimes lonely,
Are your nights sometimes lonely too?

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