i have no use to live anymore...
i've thought bout this twice before
tears rolls down my face
wishing everything would erase
i take out a blade
and slice my wrist each time i've been betrayed
my breath is short and deep
it feels as if ima bout to fall asleep
i kno i have done myself harm
when i see the blood run down my arm
my heart begins to skip a beat
my work here is incomplete
you havnt won
i have to finish wut i've begun
anger runs through my veins
and my sadness remains
i might be insane
b'cuz i enjoy to feel the pain
you tried stoppin me twice
as you saw me begin to slice
i let out a moan
there is no one to hear. i'm all aone
i'm cold and pale
i attempt, but find myself to fail
i slice once more
to find myself on the floor
i kno when i succeed
when i start to see myself bleed
i take a deep breath
and think bout the signs of death
i dont expect sympathy from no one
i jus tell it how its done
you might think this is unreal
but this is how i really feel
this might be wut you suppose
as my eyez begin to close
i can guarantee
you wont miss me
i told you it was planned
wut part of that didnt you understand?
i sit here and wait
not anymore, it's to late
since the day of my birth
i wanted to be gone from the face of this earth
now if i only knew
my wish has jus come true...
~Cristina~