I'm lost in the darkness, cannot wake up,
each corner I turn holds the same fate, I am an enigma.
Do I run away becouse I'm scared or becouse I choose not to fear,
alone is self destructive yet the path to another would surely break my heart.
Tis better to of loved and lost?... No, never.
I am broken yet I still work, slowly, awkwardly
I streach out my hand and hope to feel the touch,
it is sanguine and I have failed,
failed to live failed to love or failed to care?
I fell before her and in my genuflect she came,
yet anger and frustration blind my eye and I damn myself to flee.
I reap what I sow.
God help me, am I a fallen unbeliever?