there was nothing that i could remember that you were there,\
not a memory..not a shadow,
i was growing up yet youre unaware.
i tried to be reasonable understanding the circumtances of you being away,
yet it all falls down to this..
i guess id be okay.
i see things diff'rent far from what you see,
you had your reasons,i have mine..things isnt as easy as it can be.
all the arguments,the discusion end up to be a mess,
thats why i always say "you really know me less".
it feels like im in the midst of darkness,
searching yet theres nothing to be found,
i was constantly running but it feels like im just goin 'round.
everybody's cursing me,thought you'd be the one i could turn to,
then a silhouette turn its back on me..to my surprise it was you...
i dont know what to do.. i was wordless then i feel numb,
cant bare the fact that you left me,to you am i really that dumb?
mother hear me out..is this really what you wanted it to be?
would i be burying myself to ground without you standing there for me...