I don't know what the worst part is
not being your latest fascination
or knowing I wasn't good enough
all of the signals, the flirting,
the touching, the hugging,
the tension, the desire,
fake? just a rush?
was I just something to keep you occupied
something to keep your nights alive
someone to help you pass the time
so you wouldn't have to be alone
is that all you thought i wanted
just a good time, just a little fun
could you not see it meant more than just another goal
I can't decide if I want to keep trying
or walk away
you won't give me a sign
keep trying, or call it a day
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