Haha. I forgot about this one. I was so mad when I read it because I was not at all ready to let you go. As much as I used and abused you, it was so hard for me to move on because deep down I knew what I had in you: a genuine friend that never stopped caring about me and let your feelings for something beyond a platonic relationship get in the way sometimes because maybe you hadn't yet moved on in a romantic sense either. I could never blame you for what happened in the year after we broke up. You were just trying to do what you thought I wanted and maybe you wanted to. It was all my fault. I see that now.
Haha. I forgot about this one. I was so mad when I read it because I was not at all ready to let you go. As much as I used and abused you, it was so hard for me to move on because deep down I knew what I had in you: a genuine friend that never stopped caring about me and let your feelings for something beyond a platonic relationship get in the way sometimes because maybe you hadn't yet moved on in a romantic sense either. I could never blame you for what happened in the year after we broke up. You were just trying to do what you thought I wanted and maybe you wanted to. It was all my fault. I see that now.