I forgot how to remember
How the frosty air nips
At my hips in December.
How it chaps these lips.
I forgot how to dismember
My thoughts from my head.
What is left is an ember
Of the words I once said.
And with these memories forgotten.
I buckle under the weight
Of a piece of cotton
Forcing me to the ground so rotten.
As it falls to the floor
With a reverb so loud
That it softens
My toughest shroud.
Staring at the cotton
That makes silhouettes of a cloud
That soon becomes black and thick all around
With a rain of rememberance.
And now I can see the resemblance
To a distant sentence... of mine
As I grab it in time
And smell for the putrid aroma of a rhyme
That I knew was there.
And line after line
These pictures appear like a goddess divine
While I stare.
I can now blank out
And see myself in a familiar place.
In a skyless jungle
As I find a trace
Of where my feet were set.
And now I can taste
How the leaves were wet
With the softest trace
Of a memory once erased.
This is what I get...
This is what comes to me
For neglecting the beauty
In standing five steps from Djibouti.
For rejecting its horizons
Of breathtaking bisons
That graze on a maze
Of grass... Savoring every blade so that it can last
Long after today's sunset past....
And now I stand taken aback
On 'Memory Lane'
The red on my back
From the stars that once bled in vain
Now color me insane
With each thought recaptured
Like a different pencil shade...
And Blue is for all that I rue...
For all the devotion I've put to the oceans
And watched the waves bring it back with swift motion
From all the angrier winds that blew.
And Red is for all that is dead...
For all of the lilies that wished they were roses
And struggled so hard to achieve spectral osmosis
With the envy off which they all fed.
And yellow is for the winds that bellow
And whisk me around to newer grounds
Where I can partake in the screaming sounds
Of my mental out-of-bounds.
And black is for the little emptiness I lack.
For the irony of missing something not there.
For running my fingers through what could be hair.
For feeling the burn of a thousand eyes when no one will stare.
And knowing that all my potential is back...
Back... there...
Where I couldn't reach if I dared...
I bow to you... Your poems inspire me! I have never read anything like what you wrote. Im impressed to say the least. What ever inspires you... don't let it go.