Last time i told you i loved you
was the last time we ever spoke
i never believed it was over
thats only what i was told
youre the one who kept it going
all of your lies now unfolding
i dont know exactly why
youre still haunting my mind
is this what you really wanted
to live a life that youre still numb to
this nightmare you still inflict on me
is still as frightening and constant
please i beg you with all of my heart
to let me loose and free
i want to lay to rest
with no more regrets
to live my life as it comes to be
but am i still so blind to see
that maybe this was
all because of me