im not the one i used to be
the quiet one,
with no insecurities
ive changed so much and
i wish i could go back
to being the girl,
to being the real me
ive died inside permanently
now all you can see
is the dead and cold me
and now its the choice
to live or die
to show everyone
that i havent lied
i used to have morals,
used to have trust
but now their both shattered
now i have to explain myself
is that the way i should live?
is that the way fate was left to be?
im lost and afraid, with no one here
because im the one who
was supposedly never there