Not sure if I can fight this anymore
Ruined everything I had worth fighting for
Is there any reason worth going on
Now that everthing once good is now gone
No sign of tomorrow is in sight
I will drown my sorrow in tears once I turn out the lights
Once love was just a dream that became real
Until it tore to shreds the feelings that were good to feel
Heartbroken and lost amongst all the shards
I forgot for a second and let down my guard
Happiness is too far out of reach
and it is too far gone to ever find
I am not sure what happiness would feel like anyway
So I may as well forget that it exists
That I will have no expectations in finding it
Then I will not be disappointed when it is never found
Dear Courtney,
HAPPINESS *DOES* EXIST! And it ALWAYS eventually comes to the good people in life - so long as you've not been a bad person in life, which I'm sure you haven't, then you will be rewarded the happiness you crave, just like bad people always meet their own demise, or something more slow and unpleasantly painful than death. It ALWAYS happens, well it does in my life anyway, *ALWAYS*.
Keep travelling on that road to happiness and you'll get there girl, I have and it was WELL WORTH waiting for! I'm 765% happy now - yay!
Take care girl,
Dolores, the sweet, craving-slightly-right-now-but-feeling-ok algolagniac
xxxxxxx