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I don’t want to be this failure

But it is easier this way

Watch myself fall further

My soul will decay

Erase all the progress

Retrace the steps I took

Here I am again, so depressed

My strength we all mistook

Lying became so easy,

When I could not face the truth

The scars all over my body,

And the reflection is proof

Today I am not feeling so well

Trapped inside this shell

Unable to free myself from the chains

Forced to continue to live in pain

No one can save you when you don’t want to be saved

The blood and the knife are the only things now that I crave

Its so easy now to let you down

Easier than wearing fake smiles and positivity

You want me to live a life of optimism,

But for that I am just not ready

Maybe it is being lazy,

Or just letting you down once again

I had so much to hope for, so much tolive for

And in one night that got murdered

At this point I don’t care if I see tomorrow

There is no god is there,

If there were he would not let anyone live in this much sorrow

Its all my fault, I messed up everything

Can’t do anything right

Bottle it all up

Let it explode,

Contaminating everything in sight