Shaking, shivering at the thought
The girl in the mirror is ugly-
Tell me that is really what I am not
Close my eyes, saying to myself when they open I will see a perfect, beautiful reflection
No! Still the same horrid, blood-stained complextion
Get it out, chase it away!
Hands cold as ice,
Memories fade
As soon as the problem starts,
I run to the blade
Heart that is empty, and cannot be fed
All that is there to show for it is the crimson that has been bled
Do I really have a soul or is that gone too?
Am I really living or am I through?
Silent tears and paper hearts
They bleed too, when they are ripped apart
Do not take me by the hands only to play your games
Here is your warning, I do not live that way
I cannot love you because of my fears
Especially the one of abandonment,
That causes many tears
Shaking, shivering at the thought
Tell me this girl in the mirror - is something I am not