You Didnt Want To

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June 2007

You were the one in my heart for so many years

I couldnt tell you because of all of my fears

I wanted to know you but to you I never existed

I wanted you to care but it is me you never even noticed



I had to go ruin everything by writing that letter

But I honestly thought it would make things better

I said I loved you, how could I ever be such a fool

You thought it was the funniest thing ever becuase to you I was so uncool



Why would you even want to be a friend with someone like me

The hugest joke, too blind to see

You werent looking for love, you sure were not looking for me

I was hooked onto you for so long, you only longed to be free



So on the day you moved for away,

I asked if we could be friends someday

You said you were sorry but you couldnt

You werent the best correspondant so you shouldnt



I think that was just a lie

and you just wanted me to go away

So I wouldnt bug you ever again

but it hurt that you didnt even want to be my friend

Author's Notes/Comments: 

6/12/07
In memory poem of an unrequited love

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