You were the one in my heart for so many years
I couldnt tell you because of all of my fears
I wanted to know you but to you I never existed
I wanted you to care but it is me you never even noticed
I had to go ruin everything by writing that letter
But I honestly thought it would make things better
I said I loved you, how could I ever be such a fool
You thought it was the funniest thing ever becuase to you I was so uncool
Why would you even want to be a friend with someone like me
The hugest joke, too blind to see
You werent looking for love, you sure were not looking for me
I was hooked onto you for so long, you only longed to be free
So on the day you moved for away,
I asked if we could be friends someday
You said you were sorry but you couldnt
You werent the best correspondant so you shouldnt
I think that was just a lie
and you just wanted me to go away
So I wouldnt bug you ever again
but it hurt that you didnt even want to be my friend