Why did I have to hide myself from you
Now I am here all alone
and the blame is all on me
Why did I have to push you away
How could I be too blind to see
When I had you, I had everything
Now without you, I have nothing
You are all I need to survive
But fear controls everything I do
What am I to do because I cannot bear to lose you
Days roll on, but I am slowly running out of time
You cannot continue living when you are never fine
It hurts too much to breath
and it takes too much effort to be
Cannot sleep when you are always on my mind
Afraid of getting hurt, it is too hard to let go
Just waiting for the day I lose control
You are the best love I ever knew
It kills me so to know we are through