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My heart cant take the breaking

Its tearing me apart

I dont know how to begin

I dont know where to start

I know that I love you more than words can say

I am just scared I wont always feel that way



I am damaged more than any one is able to see

I cant get close to anyone, I hold this fear deep down inside of me

I wish that you could understand the pain I feel inside

I am not sure my heart has any use since it has died



I took the risk and layed my heart out on the line

Thought eventually I would find love and would be fine

I found a love I thought to finally be true and real

But inside I still felt that it was way too surreal



So I pushed love away once again

I was tired of being where I had been

I just wanted things to be okay

and for them to stay that way



So I cried myself to sleep

In over my head, in way too deep

Don't know where I was heading, didnt know what to do

I should have thrown in the towel, and say I was through



However, I kept on trying

Because I was afraid to give up

I kept forcing smiles

even though I was tired and had enough