Say Goodbye To Tomorrow

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April 2007

I tried to kill myself today

I tried to kill the pain..

I lied there dying on the floor..

Then I heard someone screaming for me to come out the door.



I took the pills, tried to overdose...

That was the path that I chose...

Freezing, shaking, bleeding, praying...

I saw someone spinning but couldnt hear what they were saying



I saw a shiny blade

I had to release it all...

Bleed for every mistake I had ever made...

and if that did not kill me, I had another plan to end this life on demand...



I would drown in an overflowing pool of hot water, blood and hate...

I would say goodbye and that would be my fate

I would end this life of continuous sorrow

I would say goodbye to tomorrow



If that still did not work

I would take a gun and end all the hurt

Just one bullet through the head...

WIthin a few moments I would be dead...

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