Severed tires of my painful past
Some choose to disappear from my life so fast
I cant seem to understand the reason why
People choose to look me in the eyes and lie
Am I an easy target, so fun to taunt
I am the one that all the ghosts choose to haunt
I have to run far away to save my life
I find myself in love with the knife
Always causing bad, never good
I am someone accused for being missunderstood
No one gets me but they never even try
I cant believe when they say they care, to me it is just another lie
Always in a daze, not sure of what is real
I am so confused, this all seems so surreal
Always numb, pain is what I would rather feel
At times I am so angry that I could kill
Completely empty on the inside
So much shame I have to hide
So hurt and alone...
So cold and frozen to the bone...
Lost and helpless... just another hopeles case
A worthless being just taking up space
If I were to leave not a soul would notice
If I were to go, I doubt anyone would even care
I wish I could take back the pain
If I could I am sure that I would
But the pain has become my entire life
Luring me straight towards the knife
So many mistakes I made
Unable to find salvation
All hope in anyting is abandoned
I will never be whole again
My heart will never heal
I will continue to bleed...
Just enough to feel.....
Look into my world..I feel the same way at times
Since Destroyed