My wounds, they run so deep
Yet you will never see
There is a secret that I keep
It will never come to life again
nor become a part of me
I will run far from my pain
Hope it just goes away
It is easier to just go
And hope the pain doesnt stay
I have played over and over again the pain inside my head
I have replayed all the words that have been said
I can still feel all the guilt and shame
I still cant understand why it was me you would always blame
I continue to run from the pain
Hoping it will just go away
I will disappear because it is easier to go
and hope the pain doesn’t stay
I put up my defenses, I put up my guard
The memories hit me so hard
You would think I would be safe alone in my room
But I am constantly consumed by my doom
So I will try to run away from my pain
Hoping that it all just goes away
It always seemed easier to just go
and hope that the pain doesn’t stay
I run.........forever
Just trying to get far from my pain
Never did I know the pain was so severe
Didn’t know it was attached to so much shame
I run far from my pain
Hope it goes away
It is easier to just go
and hope that the pain doesn’t stay
If only I could run from the pain and everything else that has happened recently (don't ask), but it give you an understanding of as to why I am currently Shattered Eden
Shattered Eden