I am sitting on the sidelines
Afraid to be seen
Don't want to be treated badly
People can be so mean
I am very insecure,
so I continue to hide
I don't want to hurt anymore,
Feels like a part of me has died
Tired of hurting everybody around me
Tired of feeling like such a mistake
Crying myself to sleep everynight
There is nothing more I can take
I just wnat to make those I love proud
Sick of sadness being the only thing found
Want to break free from the shackles of this shell
Want to get away from my own private hell
Misery consumes me, am I only in this for doom
Can I escape from hiding in my room
Want to be loved, I want to live
But how much more pain am I able to give...?
Scared to death of something unknown
Even though your love for me has only grown
Need to get out of here, need to find a new home
I just don't ever again want to be all alone