You Meant Everything to me

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January 2007

Losing faith in all I once knew

Thought happiness would eventually come through

I find myself pretending, faking all these smiles, I forget how they feel to be real

Wanting you to stand by my side but you wont, what is the deal?



Another false pretense, is it a case of bad luck?

I am tired of all the lies you shove in my face, I don't give a fuck!

I see the real you, it shines through your eyes

Paving a broken road awaiting your demise



Face down and crimson pouring from my veins

I am always losing, when will I stop playing your games?

I am foolish and weak to let you walk all over me

I am destined to always fail if this is how I will always let it be



You're a chronic liar, that is your only truth

You're mysterious, yet you're misery, there is no need for proof

You fooled me into believing that we would be together

Oh baby, you are so damn clever



I wanted to be the one, I would have been there for you through it all

But you just sat back watching me burn and then fall

You were my true love, my whole world

I would have done anything just to be your girl



You used and abused me

Hurt me for your amusement

Was our love only for your entertainment?

I guess I will never understand nor see,

How you hurt me so bad while you meant everything to me


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written Jan. 6th.

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Essence Scott's picture

i have a poem similar to this in my portfolio...either *you said you loved me dearly* or *destroyer* that im talking about...i think i know because a guy pretty much did me like that...and i hate him for it...and i always will...this is really really good