Losing faith in all I once knew
Thought happiness would eventually come through
I find myself pretending, faking all these smiles, I forget how they feel to be real
Wanting you to stand by my side but you wont, what is the deal?
Another false pretense, is it a case of bad luck?
I am tired of all the lies you shove in my face, I don't give a fuck!
I see the real you, it shines through your eyes
Paving a broken road awaiting your demise
Face down and crimson pouring from my veins
I am always losing, when will I stop playing your games?
I am foolish and weak to let you walk all over me
I am destined to always fail if this is how I will always let it be
You're a chronic liar, that is your only truth
You're mysterious, yet you're misery, there is no need for proof
You fooled me into believing that we would be together
Oh baby, you are so damn clever
I wanted to be the one, I would have been there for you through it all
But you just sat back watching me burn and then fall
You were my true love, my whole world
I would have done anything just to be your girl
You used and abused me
Hurt me for your amusement
Was our love only for your entertainment?
I guess I will never understand nor see,
How you hurt me so bad while you meant everything to me
i have a poem similar to this in my portfolio...either *you said you loved me dearly* or *destroyer* that im talking about...i think i know because a guy pretty much did me like that...and i hate him for it...and i always will...this is really really good