Rip out my heart and throw it on the floor
Yell and scream at me till you run out of breath
I will keep on bleeding some more
and fall more into my death
Is there any hope left inside?
Has life become so lifeless,
That It would be better if I died?
Am I just another one of those that are helpless?
Break me into shattered pieces
Watch as I crumble to the ground
Strike the matches and laugh as I burn
Is there something out there I missed that I need to learn?
Is there any hope for a tomorrow?
A day full of joy and happiness?
A day empty of all sorrow?
Is there going to be any peace?
Tainted and tattered, I am locked inside this shell
I am trapped inside this life known as hell
Hear the faint cackling, I am lost in endless doom
I can hear outside the leaves crackling while locked inside my room
No longer safe and no longer sound
I try to find some hope to go on
But nothing can be found
I am weaker than you think
But you see me as strong
If you were to look into my eyes
You would then know that you were wrong
Black mascara smeared from the night before
Eyes tired from crying in the rain
Endless misery and neverending pain
I would give anything to make it all go away
Enough of this, no more for me
I take a hit and hope to die
I fall asleep and in the mourning I wake up
Continuing this neverending lie