I am Blue

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May 2007

I push everyone away because I fear

I keep silent because everybody does not hear

I close my eyes because I do not want to shed a tear

I cannot keep pretending; I just want you near



and you still hold this weary heart

Even though we are thousands of miles apart

I cannot take this pain, consuming it constantly is not so smart

Sometimes I wonder why we invested in this from the start



We made all these plans, dreams and promises we could never keep

and when thoughts of you kept me from being able to sleep

Was when I knew I was in way too deep

We had to end our flame when the downhill fall was way too steep



and the days so slowly go by

I give in and cry

I am tired of hiding behind this smile, it is such a lie

I cannot believe we said goodbye



I cannot survive this without you

But we had to end, we had to be through

I only know one thing to be true

and that is without you I am blue

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[5/31/07]

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