Words don't come easily
Even though thoughts come and go
I just wish that there was a way for me to show
Everything that I know
My mind won't let me conjure up one single word or phrase
I wonder if this is just a passing phase
Or have I lost the capability to use my voice
Being lost in silence is not my choice
I have become everything I never wanted to be
Doucing myself in cheap perfume
and drinking red wine
I have sunk to the losers level
I have no right to think I am clever