This is mis.er.y.
What am i doing here on this earth?
do i really deserve life, do i have worth?
i will stop and think and tell you the truth.
I want to die.
that is how i feel tonight.
I hear a compliment..
and it doesn't even help..
whats wrong with me?
Im so fucking retarded!
i deserve to be in pain
i deserve to be 'unhappy'
this is mi.se.ry.
i said it before,
and i will say it again....
until someone can understand this memory that unfolds before me...
will anyone ever understand me?
will any one ever care?
I wonder..
i sit and wonder...
i contemplate.. the fact that if they dont..
the mi.s.er.y will continue..
on and on..
day after day
until every shred of happiness is gone
m.i.s.e.r.y.
misery is my life