I'm Not ready to forgive you,
for what you did,
and i am sure not ready to forget,
for you stepped on my dreams
and crushed them into the ground,
you must really like toying with my emotions,
only are you civil to me when the attentions on you,
you force me to wear fake emotions,
fake smiles, fake laughter, fake tears,
one day you treat my like a bag of dirt,
and the next you expect me to forgive you
the next time i wont be so willing to let you treat me like a pile of crap,
I am only human,
i may be different, but i am no less of a human than you,
I could stoop down to your level and treat you like you treat me,
then i realize,
I am the bigger person for not playing your games