My Final Breath

We spent our time talking,

but still we haven't met,

we fell in love,

i can't forget

I saw his picture,

his smile so bright,

he helped me get through my horrendous nights,

but,





one night he didn't get online,

and he never did call,

i waited all through the summer,

even through the fall,

then the month i planned to come see him,

i still came to see him, i even brought a friend,

no talking or calls since that last night in june,

i was scared out of my mind with fright,





we got to his house and the scene became so clear,

next thing i knew i was screaming out in fear,

"hes been gone since june, i am sorry to say,

he took his own life on that horrible day,"

those were the words i heard his family say,

i said 'thank you' and walked the other way,





no words were said for the next few minutes,

then a tear started to fall,

the one i loved, whom i missed so much was gone,

and there was nothing that i could do,

my friend took my hand and brought me close,

hugged me tight, just let me be,

i just sat there so shocked,

no contact from him for six months,

how couldn't i figure it out?

I was miserable, living a life of hell,

now there was no more reason to live for,





i asked my friend to just end it,

i told her, "here is the gun,

point it at me and pull the trigger,"

Of course she refused and told me to stay,

i told her that i couldnt,

ending my own life was the only way,

she told me, "fine, do as you please, just let me go, i can't bear to see,"





she walked away,

while i held the gun in my hand,

and then i put it to my head and pulled the trigger,

second by second i fell to my death,

i cried a tear,

and then i breathed my final breath

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Essence Breshante Scott's picture

That is sad....

I like it though