I'll Only Drown

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June 2007

Thanks for the breaking

Thought this time it wouldnt hurt so bad

I keep trying to fix everything

Who knew I would still feel so sad



You ripped me apart again

Left me alone in sin

Retreated as I sat there with the knife

Contemplating taking my life



It is hard to go on when you are broken

and no one hears your words being spoken

No one can see your constant pain

They are still being obliviously vain



Why tell you the truth, would you ever listen

Would you just brush it off as another phase

Would you look for me if I were missing

Or would you just let me run for days



You say you want me to be happy

But is that just a sham

Because of the pain you cause me

Hurt is all I am



Why bother trying

I will only let you down

There is no use in crying

Because I will never be saved,

I will only drown




Author's Notes/Comments: 

6/9/07

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Colin "Satyr" McNamara's picture

you might be surprised... sometimes in the end you save yourself... sometimes others will do it for you... but as long as you don't give up and ignore the pain, keeping better ideals in your head... you should be fine