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I'll Only Drown
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June 2007 Thanks for the breaking
Thought this time it wouldnt hurt so bad
I keep trying to fix everything
Who knew I would still feel so sad
You ripped me apart again
Left me alone in sin
Retreated as I sat there with the knife
Contemplating taking my life
It is hard to go on when you are broken
and no one hears your words being spoken
No one can see your constant pain
They are still being obliviously vain
Why tell you the truth, would you ever listen
Would you just brush it off as another phase
Would you look for me if I were missing
Or would you just let me run for days
You say you want me to be happy
But is that just a sham
Because of the pain you cause me
Hurt is all I am
Why bother trying
I will only let you down
There is no use in crying
Because I will never be saved,
I will only drown
you might be surprised... sometimes in the end you save yourself... sometimes others will do it for you... but as long as you don't give up and ignore the pain, keeping better ideals in your head... you should be fine