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She will finally be home
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December 2006
Where is my soul?
Is it on the other side of this mirror?
The reflection staring back isnt really me, is it?
An ugly, horrid thing that is smothering me
Erasing all my hope for happiness
All I am able to do when I see that thing staring back at me is cringe
There surely is not a heart inside of what I see
A being that just looks so deadly
With black mascara all the way down her cheek
She has not had a decent nights sleep in so long
She just wants to fall down and let go of it all
Her heart so shattered
The pieces used to cut her apart every single day
telling her she is not good enough for anybody
Telling herself that she is not worth it
That she does not deserve anything
Wounds always open, proving the pain is all she knows
Does not have any direction, does not know which way to go
So unbelievably sad, so unseen
Wanting to say goodbye to a world so cold and mean
No one able to wipe away here tears
No one will hold her through her fears
Not a soul in the world for her really cars
She knows she would never be missed
Saying goodbye would be for the best
So she knows what she must do
Soon she will find her peace
In no time at all,
She will finally be home...
