{Lonliness's hold on me}::

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April 2007



We packed our bags and took of on the road

Sold all our things, headed towards the better life

We we were ready to move forward

I was ready to settle down as your wife



If only we had known what would lie ahead

a road that proved to be a dead end

Full of trouble, full of pain

Leaving us lonely, with nothing to gain



We held hands and there we cried

The stars that once were on our side sure lied

We tried our best to make it last

But circumstance can ruin everything so fast



So we returned to our old things

Wondering what the future would bring

The lonliness, however, took a hold of me

It wouldnt let go, wouldnt let me be free...



Are you doing fine going back to your older ways?

I am not sure if I am doing okay

I try to be fine but somedays...

The pain, just chooses to stay...



I never would have wanted to let you go

I would have held on forever

Unfortunately things must come to an end

I guess my heart will never be able to mend...



This lonliness is deadly

There is a silence that could kill

I continue breathing...

Living against my will...



I wanted to be your everything

I wanted to spend with you my every day

But I guess that now will never happen

I miss you so much today, oh so much today...



Why did you have to fade away

Why did you have to stray

I miss you more each and every day

I miss you and that is killing me today



I miss you more each and everyday

and that is killing me...today....

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Essence Breshante Scott's picture

Sometimes, loneliness does have a deeper hold than we want..