Thought that forever I would be alone
and the thought of that made me scared
Did not want to have to wait all night, for you to call, by the phone
and to be alone, I was never prepared
Here I sit and stare at the shadows on my wall
Maybe I wouldnt be so alone if I never would have chosen to fall
You were the one I wanted out of all the others out there
You were the one I saw shining because you chose to care
You could have never came into my life
What if your light never would have shined
You spoke with thoughts and plans so sweet and kind
You were exactly what I always hoped to find
and I wonder where you went when you were gone
I was left there alone to carry on
There with all the secrets I swore to never reveal
and I kept my promise to you that my lips were sealed
But when the nights come to an end
My heart broken into millions of pieces, vowed to never mend
I always waited for something better
But then you tore me apart with the words in your letter
You expected me to put on a smile and just walk away
But how could I just lose you and be okay
You should not have thought that I would be fine
You should have remembered you were the last chance, my last hope in line
So I will hold onto our goodbye
and remember all we shared
I can't make it without you in my life
Because I will never be prepared
you can always put yourself back together... love sucks sometimes... but there are people out there who will value it as much as you do and treat you like the... dare I say princess???... you are. Just always believe in yourself and what you care about...
horns up... grin... and continue living... it's the best you can do.