Wasnt Prepared

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May 2007

Thought that forever I would be alone

and the thought of that made me scared

Did not want to have to wait all night, for you to call, by the phone

and to be alone, I was never prepared



Here I sit and stare at the shadows on my wall

Maybe I wouldnt be so alone if I never would have chosen to fall

You were the one I wanted out of all the others out there

You were the one I saw shining because you chose to care



You could have never came into my life

What if your light never would have shined

You spoke with thoughts and plans so sweet and kind

You were exactly what I always hoped to find



and I wonder where you went when you were gone

I was left there alone to carry on

There with all the secrets I swore to never reveal

and I kept my promise to you that my lips were sealed



But when the nights come to an end

My heart broken into millions of pieces, vowed to never mend

I always waited for something better

But then you tore me apart with the words in your letter



You expected me to put on a smile and just walk away

But how could I just lose you and be okay

You should not have thought that I would be fine

You should have remembered you were the last chance, my last hope in line



So I will hold onto our goodbye

and remember all we shared

I can't make it without you in my life

Because I will never be prepared

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Colin "Satyr" McNamara's picture

you can always put yourself back together... love sucks sometimes... but there are people out there who will value it as much as you do and treat you like the... dare I say princess???... you are. Just always believe in yourself and what you care about...

horns up... grin... and continue living... it's the best you can do.