How did I get myself into this mess
Lost in the madness, How Could I ever get so depressed
Lack of sleep, added stress
I dont know how, I must confess
Walking around only seeing strangers
Everyone I once knew is so far away
I feel that I am in danger
Will I see someone I know today
I try to make new friends but we all know that is hard
No one will stick around when you constantly keep up your guard
Pleading and begging, changing my ways
How come no one ever stays
Then I wonder if it is me
Could it be that I am cursed
Some hidden flaw that I have yet to see
Am I just an act gone unrehearsed
Singing my songs out loud but nobody cares to hear
I put my whole heart into the words
Including every single tear
but still they go unheard
I write them out and put them on screen
Share them with the world
Hoping someone, anyone, would read
Wishing someone would read and feel the same
Show me that I am not the only one in pain
Still it all goes unseen and unheard
No, not even one single word
I go to school, and I feel unheard, and unseen. Only best friends and teachers see, but they don't see it all..
Essence