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Always feel so angry, like I am trapped inside myself

Scared that I am not able to love, So I cage my heart and put it high upon a shelf

Everything is fucked up and falling apart

I should have given up right from the start



I have become so reckless, so full of rage, this anger

I am in love with my sorrow, how did I become this stranger

Everyone telling me they are scared of the way I am headed

Scared of the danger



Never was I taught how to live,I was never even taught how to love

I have become so faithless because no one told me of the one above

This life I lead is just another fucked up lie

Just to you another messed up alibi



I wont surrender, I wont beg for your help

So what if I am living a dead life

So what if my only salvation is found in razorblades and penknives

I am stubborn and worthless, you can have the guilt and misery that I wear so well

I need to run away, I need to get out of this hell



You don't understand and you will never know

The pain that I feel as I gnaw into myself an empty hole

I carve into my flesh my hate

Wondering if I died tonite, would that be my fate



How could I have been denied,

rejected, without a second thought

You are so beautiful,

everything that I am not



Screaming when I pray,

I'll never be okay

I am so sick of you

I am finally done with you



You are looking down on me

God forbid, we all know that I am a let down, I'm so fucked up

A mess up, Lost all control

I lost my soul



I continue screaming....

I am so sick of you!